WHEN IT HURTS (part 2)

Angel

Rage, that’s what I was feeling. This guy didn’t even bother to come after me, i was so angry, so I decided to look for a house and start over again. From scratch, and a place near work so that I don’t have extra bus transport expenses. I couldn’t even call my best friend because she was off to her honeymoon, so I stopped by a wine parlour and bought some wine, and went to the furniture store to order new furniture ,well a bed, a set of sofa and a fridge, important things first the rest would come later. I was done, and i could not take that disrespect anymore. I went to the apartments near my workplace and paid the deposit and had it cleaned and ready for moving in, and called the furniture company to bring in the items. I had finally settled, to a bucket of fries and marinated chicken, and wine. I can’t believe I didn’t even shed a tear like all those nights that i had to when I was beside him. Was he worth my pain? No. He wasn’t. I smiled, ready for a new beginning, because I knew that I had done my best.

Osman

It took a few hours for me to realize that I was alone in the house. She was really gone. I had no one to ask me why I’m late,no one to ask me why I was not picking up calls and no one to ask me why I was always on phone. I considered myself the luckiest bastard alive,I thought. I poured myself some juice with a pinch of tequila. The cocktail hit differently compared to any other day, I guess my tongue reacted to my happiness and appreciated. My contact list had over 300 number of which 70% belonged to chic’s I used to shag with under my wife’s,well,ex-wife’s nose. I decided to hit up Dee who was my recent shag so we could celebrate the freedom,she showed up a few hours later. Dee was sexy as hell and had that shapely behind that made me forget the guilt that was slowing climbing up my spine. She was overwhelmed by the news that her “rival” as she used to call Angel, had gone. We hangout and drunk ourselves to bed where she swallowed my sorrows away in as many ways as possible. Deep within myself I knew that no one would replace Angel, never. But I owed myself this freedom. She deserved better anyway, that’s what we all think until reality hits.

Angel

The next day came, and the next and the next, I was getting used to the pain, I can’t lie that it didn’t affect me but honestly, after all the disrespect and finding nudes on his phone, which he doesn’t know I found them, of this particular girl called Dee, thats just even a weird name, but it didn’t bother me. I signed up for gym membership one week later after moving out to keep the stress from making me overthink, because the damage was already done. Five months later I was completely over him, and i didn’t want to look back. Sure, it still hits my mind now and then and I was on my way to build my own company from scratch, so i didn’t want any distractions. I was to open up a fashion house in one month and I needed all the strength to make it come true.
The day came and the event was successful, until I ran into him on the supermarket. With Dee, full and pregnant from what I could say his child. She shoot daggers at me as I sweetly said my greetings to the both of them and going my way. If I knew it washer all along, I could have left earlier than i did.

Osman

It had been a few weeks since Angel left and Dee had been at my house most of the time so I suggested she move in,which she refused. I was okay with it since I knew she wouldn’t be going anywhere soon. I won’t just lie that I had forgotten my ex-wife,I had not and the more the days went by the more her thoughts flooded my mind. She had been my everything after all. I stalked her on all her social media handles but she had pulled them down and I had no idea what was going on with her life. Since she dropped her share of our company via her lawyer, I didn’t think she wanted anything to do with me ever. Dee and I were okay until she came home one day all smiley and threw a pregnancy testing kit on the couch I was seated. It had a positive on it. I knew I was screwed for sure. I had no plans of getting a kid,not with a sidechick anyway. I had to resolve my ego and bare the news with ecstasy. I was going to be a father.
I was happy, somehow,it would have been better if it was angel but anyway ,I had to man up and face the reality. I took her to the nearest mall so we could buy some of the neccesities she need since she craved everything since her pregnancy and there she was,Angel. Breaking up with me couldn’t have been better for her, dressed in a gym tight and a crop top that left her now well chiseled abs on display. She was more beautiful in more ways than 5. “Hey Osman?,Dee,” I was lost of words to respond. They exchanged looks with Dee as if they’d known each other from before. “Hey Angel” I finally replied and before I could say more she walked past us swaying her newly grown backside,the gym was really paying off, I thought. I was dumbfounded by her looks as well as the fact that she seemed so over me.

Angel

After I passed the two, whose faces were on shock, it took everything in me not to turn back and sass him but what else can be done? So I picked up all my shopping that I had, payed for my stuff and went home. A bottle of wine included, as always. I’m no alcoholic, no, but I really needed some, to calm that part of my mind that I always hoped that he would come back. This guy was my everything,but now he had someone else that I didn’t have and it’s okay, as much as it hurt, maybe I could be getting cheated on until now. It was time that I lived, for the better, and I wasn’t going to look back because of him. I deserved better, or atleast I knew.

To be continued….

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