I HATE YOU, I LOVE YOU

🎵I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don’t want to, but I can’t put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I’ll never be her🎵
~ I hate you, I love you by Gnash

I miss you,
Times we shared,
Silly jokes we laughed to,
Photo shoots we weared,
The hard times we bared!

I hate (you),
That I wasn’t enough,
Shared with her a bed,
That you woke up to her

I hate (you),
Heart wants what it wants,
Can’t get you outta ma mind,
Why do I still love you?

I want you,
Wanted us so bad,
Got attached,
Wanted you to be the one.

I hate me,
No strings attached signed and sealed,
Agreed not to get feelings in the mix,
Yet jealous to see you love your one

I hate me,
That I had to be the one,
To see it all crumble down,
Be the sole reason why

I miss the nights,
The 3ams you sneaked out,
On most you were drunk,
Speaking of how you hated when you guys fight

I treasured these nights,
That you chose me over her,
Confided in me not her,
Where we’d talk dark to dawn about you and her

I hate me,
If only I saw the underlying love between your words,
That between us was and will ever be just her,
That you confided to avoid angry nights beside your love.