THE LOVE I NEVER HAD (version 5)

When I think of my past wish I could erase it
The pain of being given a pity love
Wish I could see it so vividly but I was so blinded
You took advantage of my innocence and my love
You decided to throw a tantrum on our first anniversary
You decided to choose my best friend over me
You made me look a fool out of myself
All introductions went a waste
All the lovey dovey names was a coat of the upcoming heartbreak
I chose to stand by your side all through
I built you up when you were no one
You had a special place in my heart
I did wet my pillows all night thinking of how to let you go
You decided to tear my heart down with your harsh words
“I never loved you,you should know the difference between pity love and real love”
This led me into depression
I tried taking away my life because of the intense pain
I brushed off the pain,sealed my scar with the new love found
That’s when I patchedy heart and ended up in smiles